Yesterday was our Fifth wedding anniversary and guess what as you know it he forgot again well technical the first 3 it doesn’t count because he was out of the state and he did remember to bring back presents but this year he just plain old forgot and I made sure he knew it was coming up I marked it on the calendar and gave him several hints last week I flat out asked him if he had plans for the 1st of December and he said no why so I said it’s been 5 years he just looked at me like he didn’t know what I was talking about …………………….
My day yesterday was blah to begin with I still have the never ending head ache it just won’t go away , nothing I have tried has worked so I went to the doctor yeah I know it is no fun going to the doctor and to make matters worse I had to take Bint and Ibn to the doctors office I had to walk from home to the office it’s a good 30 minute walk the weather was cold but no so cold it was unmanageable, I bungled up the children nice and warm and off we went got to the office and checked in then had to wait and wait some more then got called back to the room for more waiting finally got to see the doctor she thinks it is related to my muscles and is a combination of a tension headache and a migraine and because I have so many allergies to medications and weird reactions she doesn’t want to prescribe medication so we are going with physical therapy to see if that will help , while at the doctors office they offered me a flu shot so I got one as did Bint and Ibn they fussed only a tiny bit then we came back had lunch and I went to the library got books then let the children play in the park for a good 2 1/2 hours because now it is fairly nice outside .
Came home and cleaned the house only to have Bint mess it up in 3 seconds flat so I re-cleaned the house and did afternoon prayers the ones I missed while at the doctors office . Then I pulled out some chicken defrosted it in the microwave , peeled and chopped garlic and onion then sauteed them in a pan until done boiled water to cook noodles then I took some tomato pasta sauce mixed with the chicken then sprinkled Parmesan cheese then baked it in the oven until it was all hot and melty then I waited for hubby to come home but he didn’t come home for a long time Bint got fussy so I feed her an Ibn then I put Ibn to sleep as he was tired , Bint watched some tv while I cleaned up the kitchen and washed the dishes .
Finally hubby comes home he’s in a rotten mood and starts yelling about the house as far as he’s concerned the house is never clean or neat enough I picked up Bint’s mess feed him dinner then made hot chocolate milk and served pie for desert then I put the children to bed Bint woke up Ibn now he’s fussy from being awakened .
I gave hubby a very sweet anniversary card with a piece of dark chocolate and he just ignored me he went to bed how is that for a happy anniversary I feel invisible and ignored after hubby was asleep I laid in bed and cried , he never remembers special days unless it is with the children he remembers Bint’s birthdays and makes a big deal but he never remembers my birthday or any other special day .
He didn’t even bother to ask how the doctor’s visit went !
I guess I am invisible!
My day yesterday was blah to begin with I still have the never ending head ache it just won’t go away , nothing I have tried has worked so I went to the doctor yeah I know it is no fun going to the doctor and to make matters worse I had to take Bint and Ibn to the doctors office I had to walk from home to the office it’s a good 30 minute walk the weather was cold but no so cold it was unmanageable, I bungled up the children nice and warm and off we went got to the office and checked in then had to wait and wait some more then got called back to the room for more waiting finally got to see the doctor she thinks it is related to my muscles and is a combination of a tension headache and a migraine and because I have so many allergies to medications and weird reactions she doesn’t want to prescribe medication so we are going with physical therapy to see if that will help , while at the doctors office they offered me a flu shot so I got one as did Bint and Ibn they fussed only a tiny bit then we came back had lunch and I went to the library got books then let the children play in the park for a good 2 1/2 hours because now it is fairly nice outside .
Came home and cleaned the house only to have Bint mess it up in 3 seconds flat so I re-cleaned the house and did afternoon prayers the ones I missed while at the doctors office . Then I pulled out some chicken defrosted it in the microwave , peeled and chopped garlic and onion then sauteed them in a pan until done boiled water to cook noodles then I took some tomato pasta sauce mixed with the chicken then sprinkled Parmesan cheese then baked it in the oven until it was all hot and melty then I waited for hubby to come home but he didn’t come home for a long time Bint got fussy so I feed her an Ibn then I put Ibn to sleep as he was tired , Bint watched some tv while I cleaned up the kitchen and washed the dishes .
Finally hubby comes home he’s in a rotten mood and starts yelling about the house as far as he’s concerned the house is never clean or neat enough I picked up Bint’s mess feed him dinner then made hot chocolate milk and served pie for desert then I put the children to bed Bint woke up Ibn now he’s fussy from being awakened .
I gave hubby a very sweet anniversary card with a piece of dark chocolate and he just ignored me he went to bed how is that for a happy anniversary I feel invisible and ignored after hubby was asleep I laid in bed and cried , he never remembers special days unless it is with the children he remembers Bint’s birthdays and makes a big deal but he never remembers my birthday or any other special day .
He didn’t even bother to ask how the doctor’s visit went !
I guess I am invisible!
Diary of a Revert Muslimah 