I am trying

I am trying still struggling with depression and making my prayers , here’s the deal today is the end of January ,starting Tomorrow Insha-Allah I will start trying to make morning prayers and see how many prayers I can do I need to start a routine in my life I feel lost and adrift .

I am in a different country with 3 small children a daughter ( Big girl) ( she’s 4 years old ) a son Big boy( he’s 3 years ) and Honey boy ( he’s the baby 6 months old ) It is new for me I am living with my husband’s family for a few months and if I like it here we will insha-Allah move here. I will be trying to post a weekly update